原来在他眼里我是这样的...

今天发生了一些事...
要不是发生了这事，我到现在都不知道原来他是将不满我的...
心淡了...

谈话内容：

第一封

我：tomoro i wan to c tat the thing i ask u to do b4 holiday ...

回复：send me again d list tat u wanted,i need to verify it ...send me fast...

第二封

我：last time i ady give u ...y still need verify it ?

回复：1)ya,i prepared bt i wna 2 verify i mean check i cnt find d paper so send me again nw ... ay chian oso wan ..send me now ...

2)no nid jor , i gt ... u nid to explain 2 me some ...when else v gonna hv activity ??send me all d date nw,dun tell me in last minute...

第三封

我：i wan to tell u tat aychian shud nt involve in st.john things again,n pls do ur job urself n giv me asap!nt i call u to done b4 holiday ?n nw u sumore ask me how to do !

wat last minute ? tis thing i ady ask u to do ...nt me last minute ask u do ,is u last minute baru do wat i ask u to do ... n nw ady sep ,shudnt hav activity again..the date tat which day gt activity u shund have!!!

回复：wat u mean by tat ?did u gv me d date of activity ?every timelast minute u tell me the date of activity ,i duneven hv d dates n u knw tat ...for ur information , ay chian is doing nothing,she is teaching me everything.u think i simply knw everything izit ...u dun simply blame everything without knwing anythin.. ur teling tat i m doing everything in last minit ,do u knw hw many paperwork v need to do ?i run upn down 2 find d teacher ,its so easy for u tell tat i m doing everythin last minit...

ya rite u gave me d paper b4holiday,bt when i want u 2 explain 2 me ,u dun even care 2 find me ...

hw should i know then ?even aychian oso dunknw..still i prepared things tat u want ...bt u treat me in tis manner ,hw would i feel ..for ur information ,ay chian is doing nothing,she is only teaching ...

第四封

我：i also b secretary b4,i knw those nid to do many paperwork so i tell u the date of activity b4 a week,even b4 2 day of activity i oso remind u to apply sumore the work i call u to do is get the phone fromteacher n get the info from members ,izit all of tat nid paperwork ?tat day is u rush to back ,so if u really nt understand u shud ask me yrself again !!bt nt i go find u !!

回复：teacher ph number i ady gt ,member info i gt ...wat else u wan ??at least i hve gt d premit done right ??i did my work right ?? come on ,i m a secretary for 3 socities ,i knw my work ..u are treating me like im ur servant...ur ordering me 2 do things like i m under ur feet .. is tat fair 4 me ?i nt happy wif the way u treat me ... im ur secretary nt ur servant ...u should hv manner in tis ..evrytime u want me talk to teacher ,even 4 small things..tell me nw wat else ur satisfied ? wat else u want me 2 do !!!

第五封

我：ya , u gt do ur thing ...bt more of the time is lkast minute baru finish doing... u oso know u is secretary for 3 society ,then u oso knw ur work is nt easy ... i knw i m nt a good president ,sumtime my word was hurt u or make u feel me like order u as servant ... bt u ask urself , u gt do very well ? if other ajk like tis ,me also .will say like tis ...Ni also knw nt u only didnt satisfy me , other ajk also gt ..so i hope u understand i m nt feel satify to u juz i wan the thing tat i ask to do bcom more perfect ...

回复：ok ,i will do more better , i will finish my work bt will u change ur character towards me and other ajk ?u hv 2 realise ur mistakes,u cnt order us jz like tat ...tats y me n other ajks nt satisfied ...i knw sumtimes i did mistakes bt u cnt blame me for evryting rite ??as a president u hv 2 understand and tolerate and be friendly..so tat al will be happy being in st.john ...u hv 2 consult wit us evrything and nt jz order us 2 come 2 meeting,tat y no 1 is cuming 4 d meeting ,.. whenever u want me 2 do sumthing,u hv 2 explain 2 me evrythin,its ur job ,,, hope u gt it ...

原来在我的ajk眼里，我是个将的人...

看了这些信息，我真的有点心碎...

一路以来，我都觉得我可以把事情做到最好...

原来是不可以的...

这次真的让我无言...

不想再吵下去...

为了weilin...

为了form5的，我真的得忍...

忍忍忍！！！！

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